So, there's this couple that frequents the same parties we do. We met them almost a year ago. They are great people. One of those couples who seems to really be on the same page. The guy has always been quite friendly, but the girl took quite a while to warm up.
I wasn't sure if she was just shy, or if she didn't like me, or exactly why I got such an odd vibe. But I wanted to be friends with her. Well, I have to admit, I had thoughts about being more than just friends with her, but that didn't seem like a realistic option, for several reasons...
For one, did I mention that she is freaking gorgeous? She's the type of girl I wish I was. She's the type of girl that makes me stutter just thinking about her.
When Lady was still in the picture, this girl mentioned that they were thinking about looking for a female play partner, and my hackles raised immediately. Of course, she was looking at Lady. Who wouldn't? But Lady was mine, for the moment, and this girl made me feel incredibly protective of her. Perhaps because I knew I couldn't compete with such a beauty. She was someone who could crook a finger and have you worshiping at her feet in a heartbeat.
Lady told me that I made the temperature drop every time this girl walked into the room. That I projected hostile vibrations at her. Probably because I didn't want her stealing my woman!
Well, I decided to apologize to her anyway. It wasn't appropriate to make her feel uncomfortable because of my own securities. So I sent her a message and told her I was sorry. She was very sweet about it all, and we agreed that we would be friends.
And then the... whatever it was... with Lady fizzled soon after that. Almost immediately, Lady found the next perfect love of her life, and we have only seen her a few times since.
A few weeks ago, we saw this couple at another party. I was bringing this girl a corset I'd bought, which didn't fit me. I was in a good mood, so we flirted a bit while I helped her into it. On the way home, Mharus mentioned that he'd noticed how much she had flirted with me. It made me start thinking...
She needed to stop by our place to pick up the corset, so I sent her a message with the address. I mentioned that I'd been thinking about her, and maybe we could talk about... if maybe we could try dating. I figured, what could it hurt to ask?
We've been chatting on and off since then. Almost two weeks now. And during the party this Saturday we sat together for a solid hour and talked about possibilities. For once, it sounds like we're on the same page. I'm determined to take everything slow, but you know I won't be able to. I always jump with both feet in at the first hint of possibility. I told her that, and she just laughed at me. We'll see what happens. For now, I'm going to call her Kitten, and keep my fingers crossed.
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